Tears wont stop now simply coz it is bleeding . Don know why I will have such feeling, why would I jus care so much??? It's just some words that accidentally said by ppl but why I take it in so much????A cake that I made for him but I will never had a chance to see him eat it or taste it myself coz it's pass ... Deep in my heart I care really care so much and regret so much .. Why I don insist to see him eat why I don curi curi try some at that time .. Really wan to know how it taste how is the cake I've make the first time .But I know that it cant be back , I 've complaint to him . This might be my worst thing , Jus now heard someone say " neh , his gf "cau" coz she cant eat the cake ." Wow ! my heart really kena tembak that moment .
1st-There is no secret between me and him , "yuan lai" everything tht I told him will be "notice " by others
2nd-It's my pain forever that I didnt try that cake but other ppl interpret it as "cau"*I know she/he don really mean it but when I hear it , it's so sharp that it can go through my heart
BUt now I think I am wrong coz cried in front of him
coz I knew that he is sad so I try to let it go and hold his hand back but shouldn't I be back me that "ye man " girl cry and angry whenever I wan ???
Feel that I've changed I don know is this good anot but now I wan him happy but did I did anything wrong to feel sad like this but still hv to put my feeling down to try to make him happy???
Saturday, February 20, 2010
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